I hate when I wake up like this.
I feel so lost and everything around me feels so dark.
I can’t find myself, no matter how hard I try. I can’t seem to see the light to make it through.
All I feel is confusion.
I hate this feeling.
Sometimes I wish I could go back to sleep and wake up so I can try all over again.
This will be how I feel all day and there’s nothing that I can do to stop it.
My mind is more powerful than I am. I am only a prisoner.
A prisoner to my thoughts. A prisoner to my feelings. A prisoner to myself.
I hate this feeling….