What is life?
You wake up, go to work, come home late and stressed, eat dinner, go to bed, can’t sleep, and REPEAT.
Life is a routine of misery with hints and glimpses of happiness.
It is the same thing Over and Over and OVER again. Every. Single. Day.
Are we just living to feel those few moments of happiness?
I for one feel I am more down than I am happy, but when I am happy it is the best high I ever felt, but like any high it only lasts for a few days, maybe a few weeks, but it’s never constant and I hate that.
I hate feeling this way ALL the time.
I hate feeling that no matter how hard you try to be normal and live a normal life (whatever that is anyways) it will never happen. You/I always end up in the same place.
Wanting to be happy. Wanting the darkness to go away. Wanting more. Wanting to be …..
Different.
Not stuck in the same routine of miserable life with bad things happening, only confirming how you feel.
So again. What is life? Is there more to it? or am I so deep in this hole that I am losing faith?
Just My Luck 
The road of this life is never straight, there are sharp inclines and very quick drops, farther than you ever believed existed, while you are tossed from side to side…
And then there are the depths of the ocean and the heavens above, and above all else, there is God’s everlasting love.
He cares for us beyond what we are capable of ever understanding. He desires to give rest to the weary, he wants us cry out In our pain and frustration.
God wants to guide us, teach us, show us His Beauty and I think most of all His JOY.
It is so easy to miss out on the beauty…
Something I wrote awhile back. Hang in there… ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
GOD’S PRECISION
Are your eyes
Ever distracted by
The color of the sky
By the sunset or sunrise
Does it ever
Capture your gaze
Hold onto your thoughts
Or take you away
Do you ever
Lie on the ground
Like when you were young
To find shapes in the clouds
Everyday life
Wraps us up so tight
In all the things we have to do
That we miss life’s delight
The waves of the seas
Crash upon the beach
The dance of the ocean
Is blissfully unique
The wind of today
Push the clouds on their journey
Never to be repeated again
In the same exact way
Stop and consider
Every single tiny thing combined
That make up the universe
That is so intricately designed
Far beyond what any human
Could ever envision
The absolute beauty
Of God’s precision
This world was made
With loving hands
So go outside and adventure
Live a life that its beauty demands.
Katherine Spitzer
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This is soo beautiful! Thank you ♥️
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Thank you!!! I have been in that place of what’s the point. I have been in a place where it hurts to breathe. I have been in a place of enormous grief. I have been in a place where I didn’t want to live another second, and I have been in a great place where everything was going right, just to be told that they did everything they could and I would most likely die. I went into complete respiratory failure, and flat lined, spent 2 weeks in a coma, and a year of rehab. I got my nutrition from a tube they placed in my abdomen, also for a year and clawed my way back. I suffered an anoxic brain injury from I guess dying. It has completely changed how I speak and my retention and thought process. But God left me a grateful heart and I can still write.
I try to look for the sunshine in the rain. I am always here if you want to reach out ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
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Your story is incredible. Thank you for sharing and thank you for reaching out ♥️
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Always ❤️
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